It is 5:09AM in the wee hours however I cant get to sleep. Get mi a thousand sleeping pills and mabe I will den fall asleep. Been dazing in the air and reflecting about myself. Hmm. Missing my baby so much. Kinda feels that I hv been neglecting him. Devastated. Called his fone like a millions times, however thinked he off his hp. Muz be pissed off by mi again. Oh well, mabe tis is mi. Self centered. Do-wad-I-wan pattern. Just finishing bathing, weirdo rite? Bathing in the early morning like 4.45AM!!? Mentally unstable I guessed. Must be the case.. all my nonsenses and worries, hope tat it will gradually fade away. If not. I gonna sow myself shut. Shall try singing some lullaby to myself now, counting "sheeps" oso can. My head hurts like hell, lacked of sleep but I guess baby is the reason for making mi lose my sleep tonight. Coz he nv gave mi KISS before I sleep.. Promised to be independent but still, I can't do it. The song which baby intro to mi is nice. Like it lots. Haas. -POWER- (=


..Baby I love you and I will never let you go..


Once again. Sorrie my darling switthartt*

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